Stress~~~!!!!

ok I'M TOTALLY STRESS OUT~~~~~
OMG OMG OMG......

my flash ended up sucks..
at least that' s what i think..
others are doing damn well..
what am i going to do??
ONG SHIN YING...ur work sucks!

Haizzz...that's why i hate comparison...
i hate being so cha~
i'm not doing well....
how how how??
maybe i'm jus too lazy and others are more hardoworking...
maybe things i see is jus too shallow..
maybe ppl research more and that would explain why are they doing so well seems that things we learnt are more or less the same...

OH~...'
how that i hate assignments that much..
it stressed me out..
especially this sem...
driving me nuts.....
been grabbing away my times for going out..
grabbing away my rest time...sleeping moment...
grabbing away my pak tor time as well..
grabbing away my movies time..
grabbing away my fa dai moments....
grabbing away my YOUTH..
and adding tiredness to my face...
adding more pimples to my face...
adding more unpredictable MC's times for me...
adding more dark circles...
adding more fats...as i eat n eat when i dun sleep..

but but but!!
last 2 nights v all actually busy till....
no time eat..
no time sleep..
no time for restaurant city..
no time for facebook..
no time to TALK!!
whole house is like in the crazze of ASSIGNMENTSSSSS...
imagine....
no ppl talking...
all jus facing own pcs...
all we can listens to is jus clicking of mouse and keyboards...
click ...click..click....in the silences of the night...
IT's SCARY man~~~~!!!!

as a result of the stress..
i tend to shops a lot ON9!!
i see here and there....
buy without thinking much...(at least that's what i think)
tho those are things that i wanted to buy dy...
but i seldom buy them all at once in a week....
i usually drag and drag until i dun really rmmber i wanted to buy them...
or drag til they are already sold out....
then i'll save a lot...
but this weekk....

let's see what've bought...
i bought...
a legging - RM 23
a DIY mask things - RM 9.5
a LED light - RM 1o
(which i tot would be nice to fit in the new house, who knows end up very very small)
some telephone string to tie hair 1 - Rm 3.20
a set of pyjamas - Rm 25
a top from room8008 - Rm 39
some DIY felt collection - around RM19
some cute pants - RM 66
SO..i end up spending around RM 200 ++ (coz haven't include those post fees and banking chargers)

OH no....i felt so guilty to my parents...
i'm spending my money all around without using my stupid brain!!

we left only 2 -3 weeks to exam week..
hmm...no no...we actualy left 2 weeks to exam weeks..
2 WEEKS only!!
but yet...
all of us still have 5 more assignments!!!

Media production (which haven't edit, and super hard!)
Internet application (which i dunno what the hell i should do)
MI (most shit among all coz pass up at the very end of the very end of the weeks)
Cretive studies (which no time to consult for the dunno what outcome)
Digital animation (mapping n texturing which ppl say most hard among this subject's assigns)

are we robot for assignments??
Swling today say...next sem our exams syllabus might change to 40% instead of 30%
and passing grade will be 40 instead of 50 ...
n no barring..
is that a good thing??
i hav no idea....

from yesterday till today...
i keep sleep sleep sleep and sleep...
haiz....
5 more major assigns in 2 weeks......
siao liao lo~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
we'll hire a killer and kill the dean pretty soon i think...


p/s : now only i know where my $$ goes....T.T can $$ drop some from the sky?? can you make the assignments done by itself?? i don't want do liao...i wan go back!!!!!